I randomly went down the rabbit hole of my own blog and honestly feel I wrote the best during the 2011-13 years; all my writing was pure heart and nothing else - whether it was to express sadness about mom or posts of joy about the kid, everything felt like it came from the heart. I have to say the tonal change of posts in the last few years really feels like I’ve become old & matured, but its not that same heart anymore in writing. I don’t know how to explain it other than saying it reads like a… chore.