She would have turned 4 two days ago. I tried not to think about it at all but last night I gave in. I created a Google photos album of all the photos that we have of her and it just feels so surreal to know she is not around anymore. Pictures in hospital of us holding her post birth, or the first time she came to our house, or the time she joined us at the beach vacay, or pictures of the bond she had with my doggo, or the amount of times she’s just sitting in lap. Just hard to fathom this loss, and I don’t even want to imagine what they must be going through. This is just unfair.