I have given up on two things and its somehow bringing me peace because I feel like I can start looking ahead:

  1. Biden is the nominee.
  2. Biden is going to lose big to Trump, giving him the house, senate and presidency.

I have no absolutely no doubts about #2 happening at this point, so in a way I am actually at peace that my vote is mostly going to be performative. I need to look beyond to see whats next and what might be coming.