As the inauguration is nearing (you cant help feel it in DC area!), I feel a sense of trepidation and nervousness about whats to come. I am genuinely feeling concerned for not just my own & my family’s well-being but others around me. I know I am going to be mostly ok, but I just dont feel good about what’s to come. I don’t know what is coming but I don’t feel that its going to be good. On the other hand I feel like I am also beginning to align more to the left that truly believes dismantling every single institution and framework and starting again. I am now beginning to believe that is indeed the right thing, not wrong. This country has reached a point where I want every institution to break down completely and restart again. I dont know why I feel this, but I definitely feel it now more than ever.